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Friday, April 14, 2006 //12:40 PM
ok, feel like blogging at this point of the time. yeah. after been to sch for the first two days of the week, after that every night i been like laying on the bed for almost 1 hour to 2 before i can fall aslp. so xin ku you know. been trying so hard to get back my timing right. blah. a yr plus is hard to come by seriously. now back to sch life, somemore i decided to join vball . hope i din make a wrong choice in the end. coz some of you know the reason right. just think that i shouldnt care so much abt other things since my passion for vball is still there. i hope. im just scared that i wont be able to cope with things now. or maybe back to sec sch where i put in more in vball and neglect my studies. well. i dont know if i should say this here. but, i didnt know why one shld sink so much into one relationship. seeing her sinking into depression, crying silently. not becoming what she used to be like. where we can joke ard , play ard so stupidly. now she's like. keeping quiet to herself wishing for miracle to happen. sigh. ok. what i wanted to say is. things can get so fragil and sometimes u just wont expect the least expected. when u thought everything is going to turn out well, its stable. but , something just happen all of the sudden and gone, everything just gone like that. the more you try to do something, the more negative reaction u will get. but sometimes, you still wish for that someone to be there for you. life, so strange. it just a matter of how you yourself look at things. i guess. okok. enough of all these. sometimes just feel like writing my thoughts down and so. ya. haha. ignore if you guys dun feel like reading ya. |
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