Saturday, September 09, 2006 //1:27 AM
i guess its becoming a habit. keeping things within. since i didnt know when, all just happened so naturally. sometimes, i really hate the way on how it happen. because different perceptions will be make. and some will lead to misunderstanding. then helpless is the only thing you feel. when then can we go back to the days where things are much simple and easy. the answer you will never get. as we grow up, this is what you learn. perhaps theres nth at all. just the feeling is there haunting you. making you feel the way you are feeling now. and perhaps, its when you lose the only thing that used to keep you moving. whatever or whichever way it happens, it will only remain the way it is. nothing more. just another habit. hating this, myself. is it because been alone all this while. facing the same thing every single day. numb and getting used to it. that you are appearing not to care and being cold towards everything. then hurting those and some might even think you are really just.. like that. real life, behind scene. the real identity. which.. desire, hope, wish. all still stand. but as time goes by, bit by bit dreams are been earse. the human brain cant possibly keep every single thing that happen in life. you may choose to keep some, or let it fade away. some so easily forgotten as things are being replaced. some will just stay inside so naturally. which.. when you got off from the wrong side of your bed. this is the result. |
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