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Wednesday, January 24, 2007 //11:50 PM
whatever it is, i don't know.. cause i really don't know what am i feeling right now. just when i thought everything is well, i thought we could. come to think of it, what exactly happen. set after set, till the last and final one.. yes, it was that close. i tried my best. i ren. i don't know why, dui bu qi, but i couldn't hold on anymore after everything. all the pain, and all those indescribable feelings. i can't anymore. it made me realise something, for every single match that all the players had been playing. what is it that we all are fighting so hard for. just what is it. for the position? for the sake of the school's name? after so long, what is it. the girls, coach, and all the people that support. yes. perhaps we should just look at this point of view, it's just the process that matters. so why are we training so hard for then. it then became a cycle thing. no matter it's for the position or the people. both are equal. it's just a matter of how you look at it. too long and too much of everything will eventually result to neutral. "if only".... yes, there's still that disappointment, that wasted kind of feeling, that yearn. but different perspective, i told myself. i'm sorry for making those who had worried. and thanks to those who care. i'm fine, and will be fine. it's just that too much had happened in that instance. so... yah. and those who keep asking me to hold on during the match. thanks all. smiles. =) |
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