you know that you are really happy doing the things that you like, and really blessed for your friends around you, that nothing else actually bothers you..

but there's just this.... certain part of your heart that controls over your mind of what you are feeling.

certain things that remind you and bring you down a little and questions start popping up. are you really that happy afterall? perhaps the answer is yes, but sometimes it's these random things that appear out of nowhere which affects a little of the happiness that comes and goes as and when but rest assured that it won't stay long.

the only way to stop this, it's only when you have totally let go of it.

taking for example one stuff. it took me quite a while to realise certain things and sometimes when words are reminded or like it's when random thoughts start coming in. the same old question, "are you that happy afterall?" up till that day i wouldn't say yes because it's been bothering me. and affecting me thinking that maybe certain things will change, you can't help but it will constantly appear in the 'random thought' to remind you. but because now that i've totally let it go, ok not say totally. but at least i know that this has become something that make you smile when you think back. and not something that make you cry over and over again and feeling regretful.. when the question being throw at you, you will be able to answer a big truly YES then.

i'm sure everyone have these few things that they have not let go and it's been on their mind every now and then. it's just how easy is it to let go,

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